I like this song, it's good for my motivation!

I can't do anything right...

It's not okay, I'm tired of every one lying to me, saying it's okay when I hurt some one or their fine, or you such a good leader how do you do it, None of this is okay, I'm not a good leader, stop lying me too please...I'm ready to give up on my dream, I'm hurting my members...but I'm too blind to notice...I have sleeping problems, I'm not gonna make it, I can't dance, I can't sing, I'm not gonna make pass JYP auditions, I never will...Am I really a good leader? Is it really okay when I hurt you guys? Do you really just forgive me when get mad? How? How can you forgive me? I promised to take care of all you guys...including my members...Yet you all easily forgive me? How do you guys still love me or trust me? How? I'm a nobody...I don't deserve this...